Wednesday, January 24, 2007
5 STAGES OF GRIEF.
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
I want to remain in the fucking ANGER stage. I don't want to be fucking nice anymore.
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
I want to remain in the fucking ANGER stage. I don't want to be fucking nice anymore.
NUMBERS.
500 for bouquet of white roses with sinamay and pink ribbon arrangement.
120 for taxi from dangwa.
2 hours preparation time to fully be presentable and ready.
100 percent guts for surprisingly showing up in their apartment door.
0 interest in me.
500 for bouquet of white roses with sinamay and pink ribbon arrangement.
120 for taxi from dangwa.
2 hours preparation time to fully be presentable and ready.
100 percent guts for surprisingly showing up in their apartment door.
0 interest in me.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Which Girl?
Daily Love for January 10, 2007
Provided by Astrology.com Weekly Love
Daily Flirt:
You're ready to make the required changes in your life and your relationships. It may not be easy at first (letting go rarely is) but the results will eventually be worth it. It's time to do the right thing.
Environmental Girl mostly, then limitedly and maybe eventually Starbucks Girl
Daily Couples:
You're going to be able to sway your sweetheart on almost any issue, no matter how contentious it's been in the past. All you need to do is speak from the heart -- they won't be able to resist.
I think I know but I won't divulge. X marks the spot. =X
Daily Singles:
The friends-first approach works wonders right about now. You'll feel free to have fun and be who you are, making exploring who this person is easy -- and, worst case scenario, you'll end up with a new friend.
Art Girl
Daily Love for January 10, 2007
Provided by Astrology.com Weekly Love
Daily Flirt:
You're ready to make the required changes in your life and your relationships. It may not be easy at first (letting go rarely is) but the results will eventually be worth it. It's time to do the right thing.
Environmental Girl mostly, then limitedly and maybe eventually Starbucks Girl
Daily Couples:
You're going to be able to sway your sweetheart on almost any issue, no matter how contentious it's been in the past. All you need to do is speak from the heart -- they won't be able to resist.
I think I know but I won't divulge. X marks the spot. =X
Daily Singles:
The friends-first approach works wonders right about now. You'll feel free to have fun and be who you are, making exploring who this person is easy -- and, worst case scenario, you'll end up with a new friend.
Art Girl
Letting Go
Letting go, not of a clinging to a person, but of a clinging to the idea of not losing someone, or your open status.
The more you try not to lose her and and you tighten your grasp, the more she slips out of your fingers.
I'm ready to lose (you). It will be definitely sad, but it is a classic case of losing something, but gaining freedom instead.
I'm at peace.
Suddenly I'm out of problems of this kind. Yikes.
Letting go, not of a clinging to a person, but of a clinging to the idea of not losing someone, or your open status.
The more you try not to lose her and and you tighten your grasp, the more she slips out of your fingers.
I'm ready to lose (you). It will be definitely sad, but it is a classic case of losing something, but gaining freedom instead.
I'm at peace.
Suddenly I'm out of problems of this kind. Yikes.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
GEEK CHICK: The Dream is STILL Alive.
I never thought this dream concept will ever come true.
Summer Williams is a Houston Texans cheerleader. She's also a rocket scientist.
Wow. Plain wow.
Aerospace Engineer/ Cheerleader. Amen.
I never thought this dream concept will ever come true.
Summer Williams is a Houston Texans cheerleader. She's also a rocket scientist.
Wow. Plain wow.
Aerospace Engineer/ Cheerleader. Amen.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
I never post lyrics.
I always thought it was belittling my capacity of my own interpretation of events that transpired in my cruel life.
this will be the first time. because i couldn't interpret things as fast as ever.
it's not the most fitting song in terms of meaning. but essence of infinite sadness resonates entirely.
in memoriam of the dec 29, 2006 drop bomb.
i knew i had to leave when i was trying my best not to shed a tear when i was still cracking jokes to you about what just transpired and the bomb you dropped, when it was already obvious: i am damned in purgatory that is friends zone. i was able to burst some invisible tears when i was aboard the 3-wheeled ride to acceptance. it was over.
Please Don't Ask Me by John Farnham
Please don't ask me what am i thinking
It's about you
And please don't ask me
I never can see you
What can i do
My first impulse is to run to your side
My heart's not free, and so i must hide
Please don't ask me
What i'm gonna say to you
I toss and turn
Can't sleep at night
It's worrying me, I go to bed
Turn out the light
But your face i see
It only hurts
The more i pretend
That we could ever
Be more than friends
Please don't ask me
Why I'm so in love with you
You could easily make me happy
That I know
But I try my best to never tell you so
I will sing to you my love songs
And pretend but I'll keep my distance right down
To the end
Please don't ask me why I'm not talking
I just can't explain
And please don't ask me
Why I go walking out in the rain
I could not live the lie it would take
To have you here would be a mistake
Please don't ask me
Why I'm so in love with you
No please don't ask me
I always thought it was belittling my capacity of my own interpretation of events that transpired in my cruel life.
this will be the first time. because i couldn't interpret things as fast as ever.
it's not the most fitting song in terms of meaning. but essence of infinite sadness resonates entirely.
in memoriam of the dec 29, 2006 drop bomb.
i knew i had to leave when i was trying my best not to shed a tear when i was still cracking jokes to you about what just transpired and the bomb you dropped, when it was already obvious: i am damned in purgatory that is friends zone. i was able to burst some invisible tears when i was aboard the 3-wheeled ride to acceptance. it was over.
Please Don't Ask Me by John Farnham
Please don't ask me what am i thinking
It's about you
And please don't ask me
I never can see you
What can i do
My first impulse is to run to your side
My heart's not free, and so i must hide
Please don't ask me
What i'm gonna say to you
I toss and turn
Can't sleep at night
It's worrying me, I go to bed
Turn out the light
But your face i see
It only hurts
The more i pretend
That we could ever
Be more than friends
Please don't ask me
Why I'm so in love with you
You could easily make me happy
That I know
But I try my best to never tell you so
I will sing to you my love songs
And pretend but I'll keep my distance right down
To the end
Please don't ask me why I'm not talking
I just can't explain
And please don't ask me
Why I go walking out in the rain
I could not live the lie it would take
To have you here would be a mistake
Please don't ask me
Why I'm so in love with you
No please don't ask me
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
RAR
I have been out of the download loop for the past 6 months since youtube, mega-upload and rapidshare was disallowed here in the university facilities. Although there are other venues for downloading videos, I took it as a sign to put a stop to it. (yes, it is indeed time-consuming and already adds to my "not so focused" focus groups).
I never listened to all the compressed mp3 albums that I downloaded before so it is only now that I'm accessing them.
Which points me to WinRAR. the apparent compression tool of choice. I'm not well-aware of the cycle of compression tools after WinZip, but i recall using ARJ and other DOS-based compression tools 10 years ago, where in I was saving files in like 20 1.44MB floppy disks. Sign of the times and where I was left behind.
I have been out of the download loop for the past 6 months since youtube, mega-upload and rapidshare was disallowed here in the university facilities. Although there are other venues for downloading videos, I took it as a sign to put a stop to it. (yes, it is indeed time-consuming and already adds to my "not so focused" focus groups).
I never listened to all the compressed mp3 albums that I downloaded before so it is only now that I'm accessing them.
Which points me to WinRAR. the apparent compression tool of choice. I'm not well-aware of the cycle of compression tools after WinZip, but i recall using ARJ and other DOS-based compression tools 10 years ago, where in I was saving files in like 20 1.44MB floppy disks. Sign of the times and where I was left behind.
