Thursday, February 22, 2007
Rock out
I was listening to the acoustic version of Foo Fighter's Everlong and the DJ told Dave Grohl that it was awesome, but Dave mentioned that he just wants to rock out, thus the tremendous, amped-up Foos.
That's what I want to do. I want to rock out. I want to write songs. I want to perform on top of my lungs and cry my heart out.
There's still small opening that I can do all these things. I hope to finish, I mean, do substantial work on finishing my thesis, hopefully by end of March. Yet there is also an urge to weave stories, in order to understand myself. A substantial amount of focus is needed for a large task such as thesis. Thus, my rock dreams lay asleep.
Meantime, I will try to pacify my desire to amplify.
I was listening to the acoustic version of Foo Fighter's Everlong and the DJ told Dave Grohl that it was awesome, but Dave mentioned that he just wants to rock out, thus the tremendous, amped-up Foos.
That's what I want to do. I want to rock out. I want to write songs. I want to perform on top of my lungs and cry my heart out.
There's still small opening that I can do all these things. I hope to finish, I mean, do substantial work on finishing my thesis, hopefully by end of March. Yet there is also an urge to weave stories, in order to understand myself. A substantial amount of focus is needed for a large task such as thesis. Thus, my rock dreams lay asleep.
Meantime, I will try to pacify my desire to amplify.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
the shit
Seeing that SOAB makes me want to vent out my anger and land my raging fist into his face.
Can't wait for that fucking day that he will fucking leave for his doctored shit.
If I don't get motivated by this, I don't know what will.
Seeing that SOAB makes me want to vent out my anger and land my raging fist into his face.
Can't wait for that fucking day that he will fucking leave for his doctored shit.
If I don't get motivated by this, I don't know what will.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
withdrawal
i don't know how long i can take not doing anything about girls.
i mean i think about girls all the time. what i'm trying not to do is be involved with them.
as evident in my previous posts, it ate my time. precious time. that a lot of important deadlines were left unfinished, with regards to "course work".
after the latest fallout last jan 23 (as evident in the numbers post), i made strides to finish my thesis first before jumping in again on the game. hopefully the next time will be 'nasty' side all through out.
i really felt the emptiness some days after the fallout. the sudden disappearances of worrying on something emotive.
yet there are a lot of things to be done and finished. thesis must go first.
i don't know how long i can take not doing anything about girls.
i mean i think about girls all the time. what i'm trying not to do is be involved with them.
as evident in my previous posts, it ate my time. precious time. that a lot of important deadlines were left unfinished, with regards to "course work".
after the latest fallout last jan 23 (as evident in the numbers post), i made strides to finish my thesis first before jumping in again on the game. hopefully the next time will be 'nasty' side all through out.
i really felt the emptiness some days after the fallout. the sudden disappearances of worrying on something emotive.
yet there are a lot of things to be done and finished. thesis must go first.
