Tuesday, March 04, 2008
'I Was Never Efficient'
After several years of playing through my ups and downs, it has become important for me to finish. As in finish anything. May it be a completed set of Invisibles graphic novels, a short short film to whet my right side of the brain tendencies, and glorifying my love life. Just to achieve a closure.
A fitting end to cap it all off is the long walk to graduation: the MS tragedy.
Or comedy. Depending which side you are on.
Which leads me to an epiphany. All this time I found faults at players in my passion of basketball on how they should improve. When I should have seen my faults at my own game.
But if self is the worst evaluator of talent, then who is?
If I will myself to finish this tragedy at this point of my life, and conjure all those thermodynamic formulas that was previously pertained as of no use, even at 1% efficiency is better than none at all.
After several years of playing through my ups and downs, it has become important for me to finish. As in finish anything. May it be a completed set of Invisibles graphic novels, a short short film to whet my right side of the brain tendencies, and glorifying my love life. Just to achieve a closure.
A fitting end to cap it all off is the long walk to graduation: the MS tragedy.
Or comedy. Depending which side you are on.
Which leads me to an epiphany. All this time I found faults at players in my passion of basketball on how they should improve. When I should have seen my faults at my own game.
But if self is the worst evaluator of talent, then who is?
If I will myself to finish this tragedy at this point of my life, and conjure all those thermodynamic formulas that was previously pertained as of no use, even at 1% efficiency is better than none at all.
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